I dont remember much about how we starts the idea of he allow me having other guy friends to go out with while he's not with me. He's pretty opend mind, he rarely stop me from going out with other guys alone as long as I let him know where I m going.(but he also layed out his rules: its ok for me to go out with guy friend, but nothing intimate can be allowed to happen.) So I do, and I have keep my promises of keeping friends as just friends for the past two years. I would probably still keeping that promises to him if it was not out of my curiousity to my close female friend's experience with a black guy. She had started a sexual relationship with the guy since half year ago. With her encouragement I have surf a few black and asian web sites, and I find it really, really, really stimulating.

However I wasnt really want to take any actions. Imagination of having an affair with a black man would be fun enough for me, but with michelle's(my female friend) encouragement I did post the ads on the website and wondering wat would happens. In the starts I was wanting to keep these newly meet ppl as friends to chat with online. But soon there are a few black guys who looks nice asked me out, and out of curiousity I did go out with them. In the starts, everything seems ok(except for one guy who try to french kiss me), but then one thing leads to another, I do end up sleeping with one of the black guys I get to know(of course my bf did not know) However it was not a pleasant experience with the first black guy I have by the time. But since I m still curious about other ppl's writting on having sex with blackman and I have already broekn my promise for once, it was not long untill I tried the experience for the second time.